I Feel Just Fine..

It’s a beautiful evening… I feel blessed. I am just enjoying the present right now. One of my short-comings is that I live in the future, not completely living in the present. I hate that about me, but thoughts never cease to taker over me when I am all by myself. So I am lost thinking, dreaming and losing the present moment which has so much to offer.

But not now, I am in love…. I am in love with what surrounds me. I am in love with the present. I am peaceful, and feeling peaceful sometimes is more important, becomes more essential than being happy.

Such evenings make me want to celebrate and cherish life. Its nice to enjoy your own company and to stand there and watch life around you...

Things I enjoy the most about Chennai is the evening sky and the constant sea breeze throughout the city, no matter how far away you are living from the sea (thanks to the three storey buildings everywhere!) and the trees on both sides of the road which are nice, cool and shady. Right now the sky is changing hues, it is all white and blue, then I see golden streaks and some yellow and when I look again in a few minutes it’s orange and pink and purple and grey the next second… as if it is trying to decide what to wear for the evening…

In some time, the stars come out one by one, winking at you playfully. I sometimes wish I could stretch out my hand and pluck out a few… but things are enjoyed much more if they stay where they are meant to stay and that’s the beauty of life…

Off I go now to romance a bit more with life…